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in 2 days, brian and i will celebrate our 6 months.

how i wish we could spend it together.

rather, i'll spend it frantically finishing homework for advanced construction then off to class.

-big sigh-

i love brian so much. it's a toxic mixture of his charm, his humour, his geeky-camera-adobe-apple-cookie and tea-ness that make him ever so irresistible in my eyes. WHAT THE HELL? i mean, HOW THE HELL (??!), can one person turn every part of one's body into tingly puddles of mush?

-big big sigh-

i love him.

oh stress!

today was the last day of week 1. when i got home my mom could see the stress in my face. i probably looked completely drained; i was.

i really really don't know how i'm going to balance my life these next 9 weeks :/

go! Go! GO!

i got the ok from ariel. wow. so this is it, last quarter. how scary! how exciting and terrifying at the same time!

what's it going to be like when i wake up and know i'm done?

that what i've been working towards for years and years is checked off the list?

oh my! the things i can crochet in my spare time!

will i build furniture? will i travel? what will new york be like?

will my life be filled with picnics, farmer markets, antique shopping and all the dream like adventures brian and i have only spoke of?

he is my love.

time flies

today...

spain won the world cup.

brian went to a free concert to see the why?.

i'm at my aunts trying to get caught up with my grad project.

listening to alot of great white shark.

wearing a new red dress.

slurping summer's first slurpee (pina colada mm).

my last semester is approaching. i hope ariel gives me the go for grad in september. december is too far away. i need my brian cakes by september, by now!