uh-ohs

i noticed i've been putting things off til the very last minute. like taxes. today is the last day. i better get with it. :/

i've set a move date to NYC and it's September 29th. there is alot that i need to accomplish by then, school being at the top of this list. i graduate next semester, how scary, surreal, and exciting!

i seriously SERIOUSLY can't wait to begin this new chapter with my B.

where's my success?

do you ever read great things people are doing and wonder why not me?

why aren't i doing things like that?

why couldn't i have thought of that?

what will it take to get me there?

i've been thinking that way alot lately.

i feel like my creative juice is running low.

burned out? possibly. boredom? mostly.

i've been feeling blue.

my life's ok, but the personal success i crave is not there.

what's with my hair lately? why's it so dark?

oh yeah. i cut poultry out of my diet.

which means i'm down to dairy and seafood.

haven't had beef or pork in 2 years?

that's one thing to be proud about. :/

ugly me

i feel so ugly.

and it seems no matter what anyone says, i feel this way regardless all the time.

every single day.

:(

it's here! it's here!

yay yay yay!

a work in progress.

important dates

01.22.10 - it's official
02.03.10- it's love

love love love me already, baby.

what's going on here?
what's the problem now?
...i can't seem to focus.

tomorrow i will get things done, oh yes i will.

=)