Wednesday, December 30, 2009

chapped lips

i'm not sure why, but my lips have suddenly become dry and chapped. they feel like sandpaper when i rub them together, and i'm scared to put anything on them because when i do it usually causes cold sores to flare and i dont want any icky coldsores. so i just keep licking them which is probably not good?

i don't have anything decent to put on them. just a large assortment of lip glosses that will only make it worse i'm sure. a couple weeks ago i bought this new lip balm from nivea, just impulsively at the checkout line, and it's awful. it smells extremely perfumy and tastes that way also. it doesn't smell like anything normal, a normal scent. the smell is so artificially bad it grosses me out when i wear it because i can't not smell what's on my lips.

enough whinning, hahaha...

i stayed up pretty late talking to b. he shared some things that surprised me, left me speechless really, but i applaud his honesty and the fact that he can be so open with me. it made me feel really good to know we could be on that level. -sigh- i like him so much. it's a sickness really. one where i can't stop thinking about him EVER.

what is it about him? why is he so beautiful to me? i don't want to like anyone right now, but i can't help this. i don't think i've ever wanted anyone so much. =(

on a lighter note: i have 9 relatives visiting from korea. lastnight we had dinner at red robin's, and then saw avatar. hmm...yep.

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